Lebaran, Liburan and my dearest "Luberan"

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri ya walo udah lumayan lewat.... hehehe...
Mohon maaf lahir dan batin.... khususnya buat temen-temen gue yang muslim yang selama bulan puasa ini harus terpaksa menyaksikan gue makan di depan mereka... #sungkem

So, this post will be about Libur Lebaran (Libur itu Holiday dan Lebaran itu Ied, apa Id.....aku ngga tahu bahasa inggrisnya yang bener gimana, skali lagi, mohon maaf lahir dan batin) #sungkempart2

Libur lebaran kemaren gue sama keluarga gue berencana ke puncak, tapi akhirnya ngga jadi karena macetnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... saking panjangnya gue bisa tua dijalanan..jadinya bokap muter balik kita ke arah Bogor..
ke Bogor malah anteng-anteng aja jalanannya.. mungkin yang di Bogor pada mudik ke Jakarta....  (?)

Nah, seperti yang udah pernah gue ceritain di Baesuk, Hobakjeon and "Old" Best Friends, gue ini pernah tinggal di Bogor, dulu banget, dan itu cuma setahun setengah kalo ga salah, dan yang pasti ngga salah gue di sana ngga kurang dari sama dengan satu tahun di sana. Jadi, bernostalgila-lah gue di Bogor.. maklum, udah 15 tahun berlalu.....
Ke sekolah Budi Mulia Bogor walopun ngga masuk karena lagi hari libur kan... u.u
Keliling-keliling ngeliatin toko-toko yang dulu gue rasa megah banget dan sekarang udah bangkrut - tutup - dan ngga keurus lagi...
Ke TAMAN TOPI, yang dulu (dan dalam ingatan) gue rasa waaaaah banget, skarang malah ngga ada spesialnya.. berasa ky minum teh tawar yang dingin engga panas juga ngga... Tapi ajaibnya, karena penasaran, gue bela-belain masuk ke dalam arena bermain yang sebenernya dikhususkan buat anak-anak dan emang anak-anak ya, bukan anak orang karena nyokap gue juga anaknya oma gue..
Jadi masuklah gue dan mulailah gue bertingkah seperti super visor... "oh, permainan ini masih ada", "oh, ngga berubah ya, sticker maaf alat ini rusaknya masih ada", "lho, yang ini baru ya?"
Begitulah...

Karena udah ngga ada lagi yang menarik minat gue (selain ayunan) di Taman Topi, yah dari pandangan gue yang udah berumur 23 tahun ini, jadi dadah good bye... kita lanjut ke....

Rumah temen gue waktu SD yang ternyataaaaaaa nyokap masih inget aja rumahnya.. -.-'
Ini rumahnya Edo, yang katanya dulu temen baik gue, tapi koq gue sama skali ngga inget mukanya dia.... well, agak minder juga sih ketemu dia, soalnya kita seumuran, tapi dia udah kerja sedangkan gue baru aja kuliah (lagi)..
Tapi ya sudahlah, nasib orang kan beda-beda.. *nghibur diri*

Nah dari Edo ini gue bisa tanya-tanya soal yang lain yang jawabannya cukup tidak memuaskan karena ternyata Edo pun ngga tahu temen-temen kita yang lain skarang dimana.... :(
Walopun begitu, Edo ngasih tahu gue kalo Hellen, ngga terus sekolah di Budi Mulia, dia masuk Regina Pacis setelah masuk SMP apa SMA (gue lupa), kalo Ori katanya sih pindah ke Jakarta, dan kabar buruknya Wilda........

Jadi gini, Wilda ini tuh membekas banget di ingatan gue dengan kalimatnya "KAKAK, AIRNYA UDAH NGELUBER NIH!" dan waktu itu dia ngomong begitu ke gue dan kakak gue yang baru aja hijrah dari Manado... lah mana kita ngerti kan ngeluber itu apa!!!!!!!! jadi ya, dia heboh gitu, "ngeluber... ngeluber..."
Skarang gue udah ngerti ngeluber itu apa.... dan ngga penting untuk dibahas..
Tapi intinya, kabar dari Edo bener-bener ngejutin gue dan itu dari segi negatif... Wilda sahabat gue yang dulu kalo gue mau ke rumah dia musti naik kereta setengah jam dulu...udah meninggal sekitaran enam tahun yang lalu...
Katanya sih Wilda meninggal tiba-tiba, tadinya sehat-sehat aja tapi satu saat selese olah raga dia sakit dan meninggal..

Udah dua sahabat kecil gue yang meninggal sebelum gue sempat ketemu mereka.... :'(
ya sudahlah, seperti gue bilang tadi... nasib orang kan beda-beda.. gue disini sedih dengan kepergian mereka tapi mungkin mereka sekarang udah bahagia di kehidupan mereka yang baru... jadi gue cuma bisa berdoa, semoga di kehidupan selanjutnya gue bisa sahabatan lagi sama mereka dan gue bisa jadi lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya sebagai sahabat mereka... ^^
udah ah, jadi pengen nangis... ngga lucu kan gue duduk sendiri ngetik blog di CFC (numpang wifi) sambil nangis....

see you on my next post silet readers ;)) i know you always there!
#versipedebanget
udah beneran ah, mau ketemuan sahabat gue juga ini.... hehheehe

SNSD - Plastic - Talentless - Retarded - Girls Generation??

Tricked title!!! Hahaha!!!!! SNSD antis, f*** off! You can read this with tears in your eyes, be mad all you want and go insane!

I'M A BIG FAN OF SO NYEO SHI DAE!!!

So if you expect me to bash SNSD (might judging from the title), keep dreaming!

  

So pretty, they grew up perfectly, people around them guide them to eat healthy food, they exercise even when all they want is sleep. 

Heavy make up covering their faces, stylists always arranging their hairs to look neat and and lovely, sexy clothes became their concepts. 

Looks like dolls, skinny like mannequins, Shinny skins and delightful appearances. 

Eye candies. Good looking. Perfect.

But some idiots pointing fingers saying they are plastic.

Well, maybe they are right but majorly, they are wrong. Nothing had to be changed from these girls. They are just being blessed since they were born. OF COURSE THEY ARE LOOK DIFFERENT THAN HOW THEY LOOK WHEN THEY WERE KIDS! People grew up duh! It's not funny if your body grew up but your face didn't!!! Only idiot expecting someone to have their teenage faces when they are already aging. Sigh, some people grew up but not their brain....
anyway, if it is true that these girls had been gone on plastic surgery to be more beautiful, so what? It's not easy doing a plastic surgery especially on your face, it hurts for weeks. Beside, you'll have to pay a lot for it.
Why peoples think of Plastic Surgery as something shameful? Didn't God tell us to take care of what he gave us? Didn't God tell us to beautify what we already get? But why going under the knife, going through all the pain, to be more beautiful... is called a crime?

Back to the title --> TALENTLESS
   Kim Taeyeon the leader, she was trained well to be a singer, a lot of senior singers praised her vocal, she does adlib perfectly and her voice is so powerful.
   Of course the same goes to Jessica Jung, the ice princess, with her smooth voice and vocal technic, Jessica sang high tone easily just like Sunny Lee.
   Sunny Lee, ah, special case for this cutie pie. People always think that she became a member of SNSD because Lee Sooman the 'boss' of SM is her uncle. But they are wrong! Sunny Lee, before she joined SM, she was trained in other management company, she moved to SM because the company she was training at were bankrupted. Sunny, of course has the talent, she sang songs smoothly. If some of you say her voice has nothing special on it, i think you need a medical check for your ears. nothing more to say than Sunny is a great singer.
   Tiffany Hwang, oh, i always think that she has voice like Britney's. Stable voice, power, gentle tune, uhmmmm... unique and soothed your heart whenever you heard her sings.
   Kim Hyoyeon, maybe she doesn't sing much for SNSD, but she's the dancing queen of SNSD, the dance leader, the mom. But when she sings, of course her voice sounds nice too, i like her gentle voice. Sadly she doesn't have so much part in singing, and when she had it, she sings after she dance a lot. So sometimes her voice shakes.
   Kwon Yuri. This sexy, she doesn't only had sexy body, but also sexy husky voice. She is also a good song writer.
   Choi Sooyoung, she debuted at Japan as a member of duet singers Route 0 in 2002. What else to say? Of course she is a good singer!!!! She worked hard with her fashion and make up style and of course diet which makes her more pretty and popular than the time when SNSD just debuted.
   Im Yoona, actress, model and singer. She has cute voice, great moves when dances, and of course, so pretty!!
   Seo Joohyun (Seohyun), the youngest of them all, even though she is the youngest, she sings just like Taeyeon. Perfect vocal, reaches high octave, she plays piano well, she does ballet, she is shy and innocent. She is married to CN BLUE leader Jung Yonghwa in We Got Married 2nd Season.

Why retarded?
Some people said that SNSD girls are rude, they don't know where to talk and what to talk about. They didn't think before speak and no behave. Screw it.. they judge from the difficult experiences of Tiffany when SNSD were just debuted in 2007. Tiffany was born and grew up in USA, when SNSD debuted, she didn't speak Korean well and didn't understand Korean well yet. She tried to speak her thought but did a mistake on translating her mind with words. But well, she didn't do it anymore, she is now changed, an expert of course both in English and Korean, she does Spanish too.
Ah, it's just rumors made by anti fans of SNSD, why believe them?
You won't copy any answers from the most stupid in class for your own paper to pass the exam, will you?

Now, if you ask me, Are these SNSD (SONYEO SHIDAE / GIRLS' GENERATION) girls deserve to be the leader of the GIRLS GENERATION (generation of the girls in the world)?
I would gladly say : YES THEY ARE!!!
Disagree? Do you think i care?

지금은  소녀시대 !!! 영원한  소녀시대 !!!
Now SNSD !!! Forever SNSD !!!

Parseltounge Essay and Defense Against the Dark Arts Essay

• PARSELTOUNGE ESSAY

       (in this essay, i had to write a review for Parseltounge class)

       Learning Parseltounge might be a difficult thing to do for someone who didn’t have any interest in it. I could just give up on this lesson if I didn’t get help from the class snakes or from all the ‘nice’ snakes out there that helped me. To me, this class is the very exciting class I ever been in. Learning new language in a fun way, interacted directly with the snakes, learning words freely and great classmates.

       Parseltounge isn’t just an ordinary foreign language, it isn’t a language itself, it is way of communicating with the snakes or basilisk, it might not helps when you’re trying to communicate with hippogriff but I can tell that Parseltounge is very useful when you are a witch / wizard. For example, when I visited mu muggle cousin last week, we found a snake on the garage, she was so freak out but I didn’t because the snake mumbled ‘aposlogahs’ to me which I interpreted as an ‘apologize’. I did knew that the snake was just lost when he said ‘hesleuf’ (help) to me, so I helped him to get out of the garage without even using a stick like what muggles do. My cousin thought that I was cool when I just shushed away the snake, well, she never know that I was just saying ‘tasi vei’ (this way).

        So, what I’m trying to say is, Parseltounge will be a very useful language between us wizards and witches to talk secrets and we don’t have to do Muffliato when we’re not at school. Isn’t that a good idea?

        I have also learned some new words yesterday when I got back to class to get my left parchments. When I entered the class, I heard someone -which actually was a snake- and his friends talking. The one said ‘Tasi iangsteur snart, ei? Ai praughs!’ (This youngster are smart, uh? I’m proud!) and then the other one replied with ‘sa’ (yes). When I reached out for my parchments, one of them said ‘Dorʃe teʃ ou?’ (what are you doing?). I waved my parchments saying sorry then the other said ‘Ah, parknent. ʃine slifai!’  (ah, parknent. Leave quickly!). I said ‘sa’ and left.

        Isn’t that amazing? Even having a very short conversation with the snake was so exciting, I can’t wait to learn more with the snakes out there.

How was it? Did i deserve the 300 points and awards? I did, because the 300 points were for all the assignments, extra credits, term project  and final i have done wholeheartedly! 

• DEFENSE AGAINST THE DARK ARTS ESSAY

       (this essay is about my self created Auror character)

       Jessica Goldheiren, 27 years old, a skillful Auror. Graduated from Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry ten years ago, had been trained to be an Auror in three years long at the Ministry by Auror Ron Weasley before she graduated and became young Auror.

       Jessica is well known with her extra ordinary Body Freezing Spell, she is even been called as the Ice Princess by some her Auror friends and seniors. She was good in Defense Against the Dark Arts when she was a student in Hogwarts, she was also an expert in Dueling for her fast response to any spells. She was reported as the best in nonverbal spells but though she always failed in Occlumency and Legilimency.

       In her interview before she was accepted to the Auror Training Center, she stated that she always wanted to be an Auror since Harry Potter won the battle between him and Voldemort. One of her family, her favorite grandfather which was her grandfather’s brother, was killed by a Death Eater, that was also one of her reason why she wanted to be an Auror. Witnessing the fact that Harry Potter won the battle against the Dark Lord, she gained her braveness and faith that she too can become someone that could fight against crime.

       Her first duty experience was capturing illegal traders who were trading dark objects in muggles market place. That was happened in the middle of the day which is actually so hard to cast spells without being noticed by muggles. Of course she wasn’t work alone, she was there with her mentor Ron Weasley, they were spying on the illegal traders before they showed up and chase away the traders. She was successfully cast the infamous Body Freezing Spell she is expert in to the traders while Ron Weasley did the Confundus Charm towards the muggles. It was a success mission even though she was hit by one of the dark objects the traders brought, the object was poisonous and it left a strange shape dark mark on her left cheek. The mark could not be removed but she is proud with that mark because it was a proof to her first success mission.

       She was then given a job for a year at the Azkaban as an Auror staff to guard the prison and was became one of the responsible Auror to guard the Patronus wall at the Dementors base. After that she was then become one of the professional Aurors at the ministry and worked the same mission as the others at the ministry.

and this is the Jessica Goldheiren in my immagination!!!!! 

TADDAAA!!!

  

Reader     : Hey, that is Jessica Jung!

mgginny  : yep.. she looks perfect to be the witch!!

and,, yeahm Jessica is perfect to be the Jessica Goldheiren in my essay.. and remember, the word witch in my dictionary doesn't mean bad, but it is sooooooooo damn good word!! I love witches, i am a witch!!

Why, Jessica Goldheiren? Goldheiren?

Look at Sica's hair! It's gold! I took Goldheiren from Golden Hair, and Goldheiren could also mean GOLDen HEIR!! well, i just love my Ice Princess too much.. if only Taeyeon has an English name too.,

Ah.... HOL, i can't wait to see the new academy year classes list.. 

but for now, i'll get ready for the exciting HOL SUMMER CAMP at HOGSMEADE!!!!

see you there? if you're on HOL too, please contact me, my name is Ginny Lee, HOL ID : gi898....

The End of This Term at Hogwarts Drives Me Crazy

Yeah, who won't?
Just so you know, i am a part of Hogwarts RP School aka HOL! First year, soon to be 2nd...
I've signed up five class this term ; Charm, Parseltounge, Beginners Defense Against the Dark Arts, Visit to Hogsmeade, and Potions.
What is disappointing from this term is I FAILED on POTIONS!!!! Just because i've sent one of my assignment late.. T.T Life isn't fair..i just didn't get any internet connection those days ago.. *damn*
But I still feel a bit happy (read it? I said A BIT) with my Parseltounge.. A Quill awarded (means i get through it), 3 Awards awarded (Serpentine Student Award, Willy Wordsmith Award, and Reptile Researcher Awar) and full 300 points ╭('▽')╯
I'm still waiting for the points to the other subjects thou.. i hope it would be great and i'll pass it all!

Now about the last assignments, i want to post my Parseltounge essay, DADA essay, and well,, i hope i can send my Charm final on time before i dropped the subject..
I'll post the essays soon..

Kuliah (lagi) ^^

    Nah, jadi begini..
    Setelah melalui perbincangan yang amat panjang dan berulang-ulang dengan diselingi petuah-petuah dari orang tua dan yang belum jadi orang tua tapi dituakan, akhirnya saya diberi wewenang dalam mengambil keputusan soal "mau dibawa kemana masa depan saya".
    Dan hasil dari mengutak-atik otak, hati dan internet, saya memutuskan untuk kuliah Psikologi saja.
    Emang sih, kuliah arsitektur dulu wasn't so bad, but i just don't wanna live in my past and continuing the things i suffered at the most, jadi yah gue kehilangan niat nerusin kuliah arsitektur, entah itu balik lagi ke Manado ato transkrip nilai and nglanjutin di Jakarta.
    Gue juga ngga jadi kuliah broadcasting yang menurut sepupu gue yang lulus di bidang itu di UI, "doesn't really matter in career if you really want to be a broadcaster". Jadi, broadcasting... lewat. Begitupun Bahasa Inggris yang alasannya udah gue jelasin di post sebelumnya. kalo diary (buku) sih, ini istilahnya hemat kertas dengan tidak menulis kembali apa yang sudah dituliskan.
    Dan akhirnya, kenapa gue memutuskan kuliah Psikologi?
    Pertama, salah satu alasannya udah gue sertain di postingan sebelumnya. Kedua, ngga ada paksaan dari siapapun. Ketiga, emang gue suka koq segala sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan kejiwaan, perilaku, hal-hal mistis, dan apapun itu yang ada hubungannya dengan psikologi. Keempat, menurut kakak gue, gue yang bisa mengalami sugesti tidak langsung dan meramal secara tidak disadari ini cocok banget belajar psikologi. Dan terakhir, alasan paling maknae (bungsu), psikolog lagi laku-lakunya akhir-akhir ini di segala penjuru dunia.
    Jadi psikolog gue bisa tetep ke Korea, jadi psikolog gue bisa ngasih advice ke orang yang bingung pengen punya rumah tipe apa yang cocok buat dia, gue bisa tetep kerja di pertelevisian, tetep bisa nulis novel dan buku. So, i think this is the right choice for me.
    Jadi yah begitulah, bulan Mei lalu gue disuruh nyari informasi dan mendaftar, dan gue langsung ngdaftarin diri di UNIKA Atma Jaya Jakarta, pendaftaran gelombang empat. Pilihan tepat! Gue lalu ujian dan secara ajaib lulus test masuk. Akhirnya setelah ngbayar ini itu, skarang gue tinggal nungguin jas almamater sama kartu mahasiswa sebelum jadwal pengenalan kampus ditetapin.
    Gue harap sesi pengenalan di Atma Jaya bakal beda dari apa yang gue rasa dulu di UNSRAT, kalo nggak, ortu bukan hanya harus nyari duit buat bayar kuliah tapi juga nyari duit buat gue ke rumah sakit gara-gara exhausted lagi. yah, mudah-mudahan aja semuanya lancar-lancar dan ngga ngerepotin, gue cuma mau kuliah aja, belajar, trus bikin tesis, trus lulus, trus kerja, trus kawin ma Jaejoong, trus hidup bahagia selamanya.
Sekian dan terima kasih...
안녕히주무싶세용~

I miss you... and it is all that..

I sigh shutting down the laptop, getting ready for the long night

I left the bed and turn off the light before turning to see outside my window

It’s dark outside yet I feel it’s too exposed to let the curtains opened

I love the darkness when i’m about to sleep

Because only when the lights are out, I can feel your presence beside me

Makes me think the bed was there for me and you

And the pillow slowly turning into you, as warm as you

I wish the teddy bear could be you for all the night because I like it when it’s hand on mine

I miss you.. and it is all that..

Will you ever come in my dream even once?

Because deep in my soul, I wish i will find you in the end

But if I won’t, I wish I can live my dream with you

If it’s you, I will make the dream my life and my life as my nightmare

I miss you.. and it is all that..

Lonely Feeling

Not sleepy at all, not even having a bad mood
I just missing some parts of mine
Feel so lonely even if the music screams out loud
Like the world around me wasn't made for me

Across the sea, under this same sky
Different land, breathing this same air
You are there and i am here

Not weary at all, not even wanting a good times
I just wanting you to be mine
Feel so lonely even if the door were still open
Like the space around me wasn't belong to me

Wish that i will see, wonder why that i cry
Different life,  kissing the same pain
You are there and i am here


If there's someone can pull me out of this loneliness
I know it's you
If there's someone can get me out of this sadness
I hope it's you

Here, to help the animals!

Some animals are humans' friends, and 'what friends are for?'

We help our friends when they need help, don't we?

Now, here, if you have the same thing in my mind.. help them!

I got source from @SweetDreamTVXQ about this :

JAPAN’S ANIMALS NEED HELP, TOO!
For each person who ‘likes’ the Facebook Page of Dog Bless You , a dollar will be donated to help finance the use of search and rescue dogs that are so critical in disaster situations like what’s happening in Japan right now.  You can also donate to :

• Animal Refuge Kansai
• The American Humane Association
• The National Disaster Search Dog Foundation
• World Vets
• Japan Cat Network
• Heart Tokushima 
•  Animal Friends Niigata
•  Japan Animal Rescue and Support

It was thought that Cat Island had been completely submerged, but there’s been an update saying that the cats and people on Tashirojima are okay, however, they have a lot of building damage and are in need of necessities for both humans and cats.

PLEASE RETWEET! and spread the articles!
Here are some more links aimed at helping animals in Japan:

SPCA International 

Animal Miracle Foundation
Japan Earthquake Animal Rescue and Support

 
For news about Cat Island (Tashirojima) please see There is Hope for Cat Island
Update on Pet Rescue Efforts in Japan

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, 

and one of the best things you can be!

~Douglas Pagels~

My Fanfics and Real Life

I just finished writing my fanfic "A Sweet Black Day", and then everything comes up to my mind..

A month ago, i started writing a fanfic titled Possibility when a week after it JYJ talked about the 'possibility' 2VXQ and JYJ reunited. I was like, hey...it must be a coincidence!

And then... I was writing and posting A Sweet Black Day on Winglin (original) with a final special chapter titled "An Unforgettable White Day" a month before JYJ's management company announced that JYJ will be helding a fanmeeting with title "A Sweet White Day" on March 14th.

Sometimes i think, why it's all have a connection with my fanfics?
and then now, after finishing A Sweet Black Day, i realized, the last sentence i have in the story was... April 14th, April 14th will be my sweet anniversary with my one and only Kim Jaejoong.

OMG, what's the meaning of it? i really was just writing it and just realized it when i read it again.... APRIL, JYJ is coming to my country on APRIL!!!!!!! is it mean, i will finally met him??? i will die..... God doesn't love me that much.... ommo....

JAEJOOOOOOOOOOONG!!! oh forgive me, i'm just exciting... hehe,...

Decision

So, i decided to turn this blog to a bilingual blog..or maybe multi lingual,, i love languages!!
I'll use English as major language, and then Indonesian... and will sometimes posting Korean articles...with translation of course..
I will also start to posting lyrics, info, and everything about my bias..
I know, i changed a lot..and i just found out that i'm a bipolar!!!
I have a bipolar desease.....and it suck!!!!
Well, maybe i'll post about this bipolar thing later...
From now on...that's all..hehehe..

The Concert in My Head

This morning, i woke up with a heavy feeling on my chest. It's not like i have a heart disease or anything like that, but it's because something important that disturbing me a lot. My hand reached out for my handphone and it immediately push the music button and there the MISSION song played, started my day.

I sat up on my comfy bed and closed my eyes..

There, three good looking guys, with their Their Room cover outfit, standing perfectly on the stage. The music starts playing and they're start dancing. No one's screaming, no one's crying, there's only me who watch them in this big convention centre, i'm the only one who watch them performing in front of me. I can't help but smiled as wide as it possible for my face to not tear up. I love the way they dance, i love the way they sing, i love the way they interact to each other. I just love them, too much to realize that it's the only concert i could watch live with my eyes.

They stop singing, and then they say their greet, Jaejoong smiled to me, Junsu smiled to me, Yoochun smiled to me. And i smiling back. Junsu say something with his squeaky voice, i love it when he say 'thank you' with a soft pink shades in his cheeks. Jaejoong also say something, in language i can not understand but his eyes telling me that he's happy. Then Yoochun looked at me and smile, he say 'it's okay'.

I open my eyes and the white wall greeted me good morning. Yeah, a good morning started with a small concert in my head. I just wish i can watch the concert for real, but guess Yoochun said it's okay if i can't watch them, there are a million JYJ fans out there who are able to pursue the ticket, buy the lighsticks, buy the merchandises, bring them balloons and gifts.

Well, i wish JYJ a very good luck on their World Tour, good luck for their dream that finally can be achieve, Jaejoong with his directing, and i wish them the very best result for everything they do.

The concert in my head is now over, should comeback to reality and creating new line on my life page.

JYJ for the world! JYJ for the win!

Me, Blog and Parseltounge

It's been a long time that i haven't write on my beloved blog...and i still failed on changing the theme.. *sigh*


So, it is one of all the exciting classes in HOL (Hogwarts Online School), eveyone who ever read Harry Potter must know what Parseltounge is..
Now, this is about the assignments.. at first, you'll thought that it was cool to learn new language, especially when it is a snake's language.. but then.....aww, the assignments kill me!!
And this is the assignment i've made about me interviewing a conceited snake from Barbados Island.. check this out..it's short..


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I came to Parseltounge class room this morning and start picking up the snake I want to talk with for my extra credit assignment when this cute little buddy show up to me. He was laying in the branches on his glass room, lazily. At first, he doesn’t want to talk with me no matter how much time I said hello, how are you, or anything came into my mind. I’m about to leave him and approach another snake when he said something like ‘bongsu’, I guess it must be ‘bonjour’ but in Parseltounge way.

I then came up with my lack French, and ask him if he can answer some of my question, and he said ‘ha’ in Parseltounge.

His name is Alfred, and yes he is male. He is a Barbados Threadsnake, which is so pampered and cranky. He was originally came from Martinique, one of the islands in Caribbean. He glared at me when I ask him about his maximal length, so I just made a conclusion by his age. He is 2 years old and only 4 inches long. His skin was hard but not gross, with a bit of yellow lines on his skin. He said some of his families have red or black. He came from Barbados, Caribbean. And what surprised me more, he’s not one of the class snakes. He came here to visit Basil but Basil told him to wait on one of the empty glass house of the snakes because Basil was kinda busy in the dungeon.

After a little conversation, Alfred said that he needs more time to rest before meeting Basil. I said thanks and he just simply answer in French, ‘vi’ that supposed to be ‘oui’.

 

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and this one is about my conversation with a snake outside the class..

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After I talked with Alfred the Barbados Threadsnake, I ask another snake if they want to talk with me but they all refused to talk without giving me any reason. Maybe it’s because they were hungry and there wasn’t any food to give them. I regret haven’t brought any of my breakfast. So, I left the class and went to sit near the lake when I met Sarah Natrix the Natrix Natrix.

When I first saw her, she was laying on the grass, I thought she was dead, the truth is she was playing dead.

She said that it is nature for Natrix Natrix to play dead everytime there is people or anything intimidating around. Then she crawled up and lays near my leg and start rambling about her life, she’s so talkative and won’t even let me talk about mine. Of course I didn’t say anything at her rambling, because she was talking in Parseltounge and I don’t good enough with that.

I asked her what is she doing in the grass, she said “Fasi asuna, bana!” and then she pointed at the sun and then at the grass saying, “Fasi firna, tasi sarna!”

Okay, she told me that the sun is hot, and the grass is dry. But what’s cold and wet? So I decided to ask her, “Asuna teʃ? Bana teʃ?”

She glared at me and chuckled, “Fasi negei!”

I was about to ask her what is ‘negei’ but then I saw her tail pointing at the lake, so I guess ‘negei’ must be the lake, what else will be cold and wet in here. She didn’t talk again, and I just wrote my newly discovered word at my parchment while she was laying there enjoying the warm sunshine.

I decided to leave her there when it’s about 10 am and she suddenly crawled up again toward the lake, she got into the lake and said goodbye to me before swam deeper into the lake.

The word I learned is : Negei

How I know the meaning of the word : Sarah the Natrix Natrix pointed at the lake while saying it. And before she pointed about the lake, she already complained about it being wet and cold.

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Before i leave this,, here's the vocabs..

Ha     -->   Maybe

Fasi   -->  That

Asuna  -->  Wet

Bana   -->  Cold

Firna   --> Hot

Sarna  -->  Dry

Tasi   -->  This

Teʃ -->  What

친구 (Dear Friends)

Dear Friends  by. Triplane

Kanji
毎日陽が沈むまで 泥まみれになりながら
無邪気に過ごした日々も捨て難いけれど
夢見る僕が居てもそれはそれで僕だから
ジグソーパズルみたいにはまってなくて良い

誰かの"Yes"が君にとって"No"であるのと同じように
いつだって自由なはずだから
明日 風が通り抜けた時にパズルが欠けていたとしても
誰もそれを責めたりしないよ

あの日夢見た僕らは 間違いじゃないと信じて
荒くうねる海原を渡って行ける

君の胸の痛みだって 僕らは知っているから

もしも君がこの船を下りて違う世界に居たとしても
最後にはきっと笑えるよ

今でも僕らは夢を見ているよ
託されたその想いも乗せて

荒れたこの海原を痛みと戦って今日も行く
約束が嘘にならないように
そしていつか
僕らの船を下りた違う世界に居る君に
完成したパズルを届けよう

Romaji
Mainichi hi ga shizumu made
Nazuma mire ni nari nagara
Mujaki ni sugoshita hibi mo sute gatai keredo
Yumemiru boku ga ite mo sore wa sore de boku dakara
JIGUSOO PAZURU mitai ni wa
Matte nakute ii

Dareka no “Yes” ga kimi ni totte
“No” dearu no to onaji you ni
Itsudatte jiyuu na hazu dakara
Ashita kaze ga toori nuketa toki ni
PAZURU ga kakete ita toshitemo
Daremo sore wo semetari shinai yo

Ano hi yumemita bokura wa
Machigai ja nai to shinjite
Araku uneru unabara wo watatte ikeru
Kimi no mune no itami datte
Bokura wa shitte iru kara
Moshimo kimi ga kono fune wo kudarite
Chigau sekai ni ita toshite mo Saigo ni wa kitto waraeru yo

Ima demo bokura wa yume wo mite iru yo
Takusareta sono omoi mo nosete

Areta kono unabara wo itami to tatakatte kyou mo yuku
Yakusoku ga uso ni nara nai you ni
Soshite itsuka
Bokura no fune wo kudarita chigau sekai ni iru kimi ni
 Kanseishita PAZURU wo todoke you
 

The first time i heard this song is on the manga drama One Piece, it was when the Straw Hat Crew had to burn out their Going Merry Go caravell.. That was the saddest part of the story, everyone cried in the scene (kick out Zoro and Sanji)..
When the song was played, we can see the cute and funny moments the crew had with the caravell..that was made me cried like a retard..
I was an idiot, crying over a manga drama, but that was so damn sad..you should watch it if you haven't!

The end of the song, but not the end of the drama.. i even cried more when the soul of the caravell started to talk.. what a scene.. really!!

Now, this isn't only about the manga and the scenes..
This is about the song.. i'll give the translation so you will know the meaning of the song.. ^^

Translation
Until each and every day sinks, while being covered in mud
It's hard to give up those days that I innocently went through
Because even for a dreamer like me, that's that, after all... here I am.
You may not wait, like the 'jigsaw puzzle'.

Someone's "YES" would be the same as "NO" for you
Because you always have to be free.
When tomorrow's wind has cut through And left the puzzle with missing pieces,
Even then, no one's going to blame it (the wind).

That day, dreamers like ourselves believe that we're not wrong.
Be able to traverse the raging ocean.
Cause we know the pain in your heart as well.
Even if you get off this ship, and live in a different world
In the end, you will surely smile

We still have the dream
Taking with us this feeling that we were entrusted with.

I'll go fight with the stormy ocean and the pain today
So that our promise won't turn into a lie.
And someday,
For you who left our ship and now lives in a different world
We'll send the completed puzzle


what an amazing words..that can explain everything in one heart from a group of friends..that have the same dream, have the same wishes, and have the same  faith..
That no matter if they choose their own way to achieve their dream, the puzzle of their dreams, will always be completed by themselves..

I'll go fight with the stormy ocean and the pain today
So that our promise won't turn into a lie.
And someday,
For you who left our ship and now lives in a different world
We'll send the completed puzzle 

this post is specially presented to my beloved TVXQ  for their amazing and beautiful friendship ^^

Is this only a coincidence?

I mean, i've tweeted @mjjeje i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you~~~~and so on......~~~ i love you i love you i love you~~ 13 hrs ago

and all of a sudden he tweeted this "사랑해~ 사랑해~ 사~랑해~" 8 hrs ago

and 사랑해 means I LOVE YOU....
i have a crazy day today... i was fangirlying all day... ^^
and this wide smile

won't leave my face everytime i think about his tweet...
I am just a crazyfangirl who love him like crazy... haha..

어 어 어 어 엄마를 사랑해!! (Mom..mom..mom...mommy I LOVE YOU)

Yesterday was Mother's Day, well, to me, everyday is a Mother's Day..
I love my mom everyday, in everything she done, do and doing..
My mom is the best thing i ever have in my life, without her, i will never be me..
Mother is someone i will treat like a diamond! No diamond in this world can shine brighter than her..

Because of me, mother had spent nine month bringing me inside her tummy, that was not easy.. i know..
Because of me, mother had once risked her life to bring me into this pretty little world..that was hard.. i know..
Because of me, mother had spent years to teach me about being human..
Because of me, mother had spent her life in worry and thinking of my future..

When i sick, she couldn't sleep taking care of me..
When i have a bad mood, she came to cheered me up..
When i sad, she hold me and shed my tears..
When i say i want to leave, she just sigh and told me to be careful on my own..

There's a lot of things that i can not do on my own, she did it for me..
There's a lot of thins that she had given to me...
but then i asked my self..

What had I done for her? What had I gave to her? Is that all enough?

Mom,

Thanks for your unlimited love to me..

Thanks for the everything you given me..

Thanks for devoted your life for me..

Thanks for being my mom..

I’m so sorry, that I couldn’t give you anything yet…

But I promise to always make you proud of me..

I might couldn’t afford you a luxury life, but I will make you happy..

I might not able to give you the world but I will make you feel as if the world is yours..

Someday, I will be able, and I will give you everything you wished for!!

I promise that..

Mom, please to always be by my side..

Please don’t leave me ever.. because I can’t stand it living without you…

Mom, I wish I can be a mother like you too for my future kids..

I love you, and i will always do…

Happy Mother’s Day…

엄마 정말로 사랑해요

내일이 오지면 (If Tomorrow Never Comes)

What's with these peoples head? Were they bumped into something hard as a rhino's butt? I mean, why are they keep asking... 'if tomorrow never comes' what would i be?, 'if tomorrow never comes' what should i do?... hey.. -.-'

think smart and simple, 'if tomorrow never comes' then it means TODAY WILL NEVER ENDS, doesn't it???

Weren't we have been told about LIVE today, FIGHT tomorrow.. why think of tomorrow if we haven't done with today..
We can think of the future but not push the present aside..

haha, i'm just being a big mouth hamster, it was yesterday i'd rambling about life and love yet now i' telling people to live today and fight tomorrow... blame my brain,, i'm just a simply genius witch.. ^~
Accio brain!

세계에서 가장 사악한 (The Most Evil In The World)

Life is so complicated, so unfair. Life make a deal with love to bully peoples as they want, they make human looks like a fool when we already are. Life giving what we don’t want, and takes what we treasure a lot. Beat that, tell me I’m wrong, because I wish I do wrong.

In this life, once I know about love and with love I know what’s the use of life. Though sometimes, to some other people, love can be the one who takes their life and life can be the one who takes the love away.

Have you ever feel so lonely when you have your family, your friends, your pets, your laptop, your tv, your cellphone and the internet? Have you ever say ‘damn’ to your head, blame yourself to be such a fool? Because if you never, I should tell you to discovered, what kinds of creature are you.

Lonesome victim...we are..


There’s a girl, yes, she’s real, not only in my imagination, not one of my books character. This girl have no special effect in her picture. She’s like a plain paper to write on with the lines to make your handwriting goes straight. Nothing special. 

5’11” and 176n lbs, can you imagine how funny she’ll look like? Her hair curls, her nose is big, her tummy a lot bigger than her breast, she have hairy armpit and legs. Yet, she’s in love with a perfect guy, who live far away from her, works better than her job, and I really mean perfect as in every girls could die just to have him.

If it’s a fairy tale, we all know that at last, the girl will end up being the beautiful princess and married with the perfect guy, live happily ever after. But, be real everyone, there’s no such a fairy godmother in this whole world! No pumpkin turns to luxury carriage, no rats could turns to butler and horses. And there’s no glass shoes that won’t hurt your foots.

But, what should the girl do then? Give up? Accept the fact that she’s living under a curse?

Sometimes she feels so empty, she cried in the bathroom, she stared at her reflection for hour in front of the mirror in her room, she writes diaries. But nothing helped her to get rid of the guy. The more she tried to stop loving him, the more she fall in love with him.

She wants to be with him, shed his tears, shared him laughter, help him doing things, give him massage when he feels tired, touch his check, watch him sleeps. But something like that was only exist in fanfiction.

She hates it when he get too close with some beautiful girls, she hates it whenever he had to do something with a girl partner especially when it takes such a long time, she hates being herself, for not able to be with him, be someone important to him.

But she can do nothing but hoping, wishing and praying. Asking God, to love her for once, “Please, make him happy in all of his life. But please, don’t send him someone else but me!”

If so, if the girl’s wishes comes true, who’s the most evil in the world?

Love? or Life?

Love, which makes her loved him that much..

Or..

Life, which makes her not able to be with the one she loves?

Answer all you want, you have your own story..