세계에서 가장 사악한 (The Most Evil In The World)

Life is so complicated, so unfair. Life make a deal with love to bully peoples as they want, they make human looks like a fool when we already are. Life giving what we don’t want, and takes what we treasure a lot. Beat that, tell me I’m wrong, because I wish I do wrong.

In this life, once I know about love and with love I know what’s the use of life. Though sometimes, to some other people, love can be the one who takes their life and life can be the one who takes the love away.

Have you ever feel so lonely when you have your family, your friends, your pets, your laptop, your tv, your cellphone and the internet? Have you ever say ‘damn’ to your head, blame yourself to be such a fool? Because if you never, I should tell you to discovered, what kinds of creature are you.

Lonesome victim...we are..


There’s a girl, yes, she’s real, not only in my imagination, not one of my books character. This girl have no special effect in her picture. She’s like a plain paper to write on with the lines to make your handwriting goes straight. Nothing special. 

5’11” and 176n lbs, can you imagine how funny she’ll look like? Her hair curls, her nose is big, her tummy a lot bigger than her breast, she have hairy armpit and legs. Yet, she’s in love with a perfect guy, who live far away from her, works better than her job, and I really mean perfect as in every girls could die just to have him.

If it’s a fairy tale, we all know that at last, the girl will end up being the beautiful princess and married with the perfect guy, live happily ever after. But, be real everyone, there’s no such a fairy godmother in this whole world! No pumpkin turns to luxury carriage, no rats could turns to butler and horses. And there’s no glass shoes that won’t hurt your foots.

But, what should the girl do then? Give up? Accept the fact that she’s living under a curse?

Sometimes she feels so empty, she cried in the bathroom, she stared at her reflection for hour in front of the mirror in her room, she writes diaries. But nothing helped her to get rid of the guy. The more she tried to stop loving him, the more she fall in love with him.

She wants to be with him, shed his tears, shared him laughter, help him doing things, give him massage when he feels tired, touch his check, watch him sleeps. But something like that was only exist in fanfiction.

She hates it when he get too close with some beautiful girls, she hates it whenever he had to do something with a girl partner especially when it takes such a long time, she hates being herself, for not able to be with him, be someone important to him.

But she can do nothing but hoping, wishing and praying. Asking God, to love her for once, “Please, make him happy in all of his life. But please, don’t send him someone else but me!”

If so, if the girl’s wishes comes true, who’s the most evil in the world?

Love? or Life?

Love, which makes her loved him that much..

Or..

Life, which makes her not able to be with the one she loves?

Answer all you want, you have your own story..