4 April 2011

Hello?

So this is a lyric of an old song that suddenly become my favorite after i heard Stefano sang it in American Idol. Here it is Lionel Richie with "Hello"..


I’ve been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you’re looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You’re all I’ve ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
‘Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you …

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I’ve just got to let you know

‘Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you …

Hello, is it me you’re looking for?
‘Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying … I love you
I love it... click the this >> Hello! to download the song.. it's sad... fits me.. 

3 April 2011

I miss you... and it is all that..

I sigh shutting down the laptop, getting ready for the long night
I left the bed and turn off the light before turning to see outside my window
Its dark outside yet I feel its too exposed to let the curtains opened
I love the darkness when im about to sleep
Because only when the lights are out, I can feel your presence beside me
Makes me think the bed was there for me and you
And the pillow slowly turning into you, as warm as you
I wish the teddy bear could be you for all the night because I like it when its hand on mine
I miss you.. and it is all that..
Will you ever come in my dream even once?
Because deep in my soul, I wish i will find you in the end
But if I wont, I wish I can live my dream with you
If its you, I will make the dream my life and my life as my nightmare
I miss you.. and it is all that..

31 Maret 2011

애국가 / Aegukga (South Korea National Anthem)

I love South Korea so much, i sing this song with all my heart..
Here to download the song : Aegukga

Here for the lyric... ^^



(hangul)

동해물과 백두산이 마르고 닳도록
하느님이보우하사  우리나라 만세
>> 무궁화 삼천리 화려강산   
>> 대한사람 대한으로 길이 보전하세

남산위에 소나무 철갑을 두른
바람서리 불변함은 우리 기상일세        
>> 무궁화 삼천리 화려강산   
>> 대한사람 대한으로 길이 보전하세

가을 하늘 공활한데 높고 구름 없이
밝은 달은 우리 가슴 일편단심일세       
>> 무궁화 삼천리 화려강산   
>> 대한사람 대한으로 길이 보전하세

기상과 맘으로 충성을 다하여
괴로우나 즐거우나  나라 사랑하세
>> 무궁화 삼천리 화려강산   
>> 대한사람 대한으로 길이 보전하세


(romaji)
Donghae mulgwa baekdusani mareugo daltorok
Haneunimi bouhasa uri nara manse
>> Mugunghwa samcheonri hwaryeo gangsan 
>> Dae han saram dae haneuro giri bojeonhase

Namsan wie jeo sonamu cheolgabeul dureun deut
Baram seori bulbyeonhameun uri gisangilse
>> Mugunghwa samcheonri hwaryeo gangsan 
>> Dae han saram dae haneuro giri bojeonhase

Gaeul haneul gonghwalhande nopgo gureum eopsi
Balgeun dareun uri gaseum ilpyeondansimilse
>> Mugunghwa samcheonri hwaryeo gangsan 
>> Dae han saram dae haneuro giri bojeonhase

I gisanggwa i mameuro chungseongeul dahayeo
Gwirouna jeulgeouna nara saranghase
>> Mugunghwa samcheonri hwaryeo gangsan 
>> Dae han saram dae haneuro giri bojeonhase


(translation)
Until the water in the east sea dry and the Baekdu mountain worn away
God always protecting out great country
>>  The Roses of Sharon blossoms around three thousand miles of gorgeous rivers
>>  S.Korean peoples protect all over the South Korea

Like an armor covering the land, the great pines stands on top of the Namsan mountain
Protecting our land from the wind and the snow, our nature and our spirit
>>  The Roses of Sharon blossoms around three thousand miles of gorgeous rivers
>>  S.Korean peoples protect all over the South Korea

The Autumn sky is void and vast high and cloudless;
the bright moon is our heart, undivided and true.
>>  The Roses of Sharon blossoms around three thousand miles of gorgeous rivers
>>  S.Korean peoples protect all over the South Korea

The high and cloudless autumn sky, so wide and untouchable
Bright like the moonlight, pure and strong, like our heart
>>  The Roses of Sharon blossoms around three thousand miles of gorgeous rivers
>>  S.Korean peoples protect all over the South Korea

With this spirit and cognition, be loyal from the heart
Through all the troubles or pleasures, let’s love our beloved country
>>  The Roses of Sharon blossoms around three thousand miles of gorgeous rivers
>>  S.Korean peoples protect all over the South Korea

25 Maret 2011

Lonely Feeling

Not sleepy at all, not even having a bad mood
I just missing some parts of mine
Feel so lonely even if the music screams out loud
Like the world around me wasn't made for me

Across the sea, under this same sky
Different land, breathing this same air
You are there and i am here

Not weary at all, not even wanting a good times
I just wanting you to be mine
Feel so lonely even if the door were still open
Like the space around me wasn't belong to me

Wish that i will see, wonder why that i cry
Different life,  kissing the same pain
You are there and i am here


If there's someone can pull me out of this loneliness
I know it's you
If there's someone can get me out of this sadness
I hope it's you

Old TVXQ5 that i missed a lot...

Well, so.. i just watched this video collection of mine (again) and i found this radio interview when the members were asked to say what was on their heart to the person next to them..and i found it... more interesting than before..

So here's the arrange sitting of the boys..
TVXQ

(left) Junsu > Yuchun
(center) Jaejoong 
(right) Yunho > Changmin



And here's the message they've made that night! + and my opinion of course +

Junsu to Yuchun
Yuchun, six years have gone by so quickly since we have become members of TVXQ. You are also the only one who is in my age. If you see, the two of us, I have gotten closer to you than with any of my other friends. You aren’t only a friend, you’re a family, like a brother. I think without your presence and your support, I wouldn’t be here today. Oh God, I can feel the tears coming. You are very reliable. I feel assured knowing that he is here. And I am confident that he will show people an even better side of him than he is showing now. Work hard and I hope to continue to perform well with him. 네, 사랑한다 유천아! > I love you Yuchun!
>>Actually, while saying all of this things, i can see that Junsu were trying hard to hold his tears. It's not tears of sadness of course, it's tears from the deep brotherly feeling. And it surely had happened until now, Junsu and Yuchun always be together. In his musical, Junsu add some adlib on his dialogue, he said 'why do you have this wide forehead?' to his paper tiger puppet that also named by him 'Yuchan', and we all know that he likes to tease Yuchun's wide forehead. Wow..

Yuchun to Jaejoong
Jaejoong hyung, I think other members feel like this too but I have relied a lot on Jaejoong hyung. When I struggle since the other members can’t drink a lot, I end up drinking with Jaejoong hyung. So we end up sharing a lot of time together. I rely a lot on him and I want to thank him for that. He’s someone I want to spend a lot of my life with in the future. Oh God, I can’t make it any longer
>> In his turn, i can see that Yuchun's voice were trembled and he was near to cry. Everyone knows that he is the crybaby of the group. So, he stopped with the short yet deep meaning message for Jaejoong. (i think i'm going to cry too) well, now that JYJ are together, i think he kept his word to spend a lot of his life with Jaejoong.

Jaejoong to Yunho
Yunho, he is my friend. And he has strength unlike me, who is very weak sometimes. Even yesterday, I leaned on Yunho for support. Because right now, the five of us are so happy. I felt that, ‘what if this happiness disappears in time?’ and I felt a sudden wave of anxiety. It maybe because it is fall. But Yunho assured me very well and he’s been doing so ever since we first met. I hope he will continue to let me lean on him and I think he is the best leader ever. Gomapta.
>> So, where are you Mr. Best Leader? Why didn't you let him lean on you anymore? Jaejoong, when he said all of this things, was avoiding to look on Yunho's eyes. Why? I don't know. But judging by his words, i think he was trying to say "Yunho, please don't let me leave you.." but everything happens for a reason right? Now that we know the real side of Mr........ again, i will make you think of it by yourself. I'm glad that Jaejoong still have Yuchun and Junsu and me of course!


Yunho to Changmin
Our youngest member Changmin, seriously we joke and say he loses his temper a lot and stuff, but he is the most thoughtful guy and he takes care of us a lot. Also, he is my best friend, they also call it bff these day. When I am having a really hard time, he tells me a lot of things. And you know how these are some things you can’t tell your older brothers? But Changmin tells me a lot about those things, and although he is the youngest, I rely on him a lot as a friend. And I’m embarrassed about that sometimes because I am older, so I don’t thank him a lot of the time. So I want to take time out now to thank him. Thanks Changmin.
>> pft... short comment from me., maybe, THIS is why Changmin stayed!

Changmin to Junsu
Junsu hyung is my blood time B companion from the beginning to the end. A lot of people talk about Junsu, I’ve heard them and so have the others. They say that they wish to have a son or a kid just like Junsu. They wish they could meet a guy like Junsu. They say that a lot. He makes us feel very relaxed and at ease. And he doesn’t care if he looks stupid as long as he gets a laugh out of people. I get a lot of reassurance from him, which gives me strength, I think everyone gets comfort from Junsu hyung, whether they know it or not. He is a guy who TVXQ couldn’t be without, one of the jokers. There are  a lot of things I am sorry and thankful for, since I bully him a lot. I want to tell him that I thank him and I love him very much.
 >> Honestly, i ship Changmin and Junsu couple than YunJae!!! And i always think that Changmin was angry because JYJ left, was actually because he wasn't able to make them stay or at least go with them. He is Yunho's bestie, Jaejoong's favorite baby brother, Junsu's ally. so, Changmin, i'll wait for you to join JYJ!!

any comment?

21 Maret 2011

Another Personality Test and these are more accurate!

I did this Personality Test and got this result for my personality type, it is INFJ!

Introverted (I) 61%    Extraverted (E) 39%
Intuitive (N) 64%    Sensing (S) 36%
Feeling (F) 75%    Thinking (T) 25%
Judging (J) 59%    Perceiving (P) 41% 

This one is from Oprah's website, Who Am I Meant to Be?
my result was kinda LONG for Merlin's wand sake, so i've posted it on my facebook..
But trust me, this test it what you need to get to know about yourself more!

Now, even if i am already a Ravenclaw student in Hogwarts, this test is great. Now, Find Your Hogwarts House
and for my result it is :
The sorting hat says...
Ravenclaw!
i am 76% Gryffindor, 94% Ravenclaw, 80% Hufflepuff, and 74% Slytherin.
Said Ravenclaw, "We'll teach those whose intelligence is surest."
Ravenclaw students tend to be clever, witty, intelligent, and knowledgeable.


Now, What Color Is Your Aura? quizzes time...
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
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20 Maret 2011

Deep Quotes on AADBSK3 from the 'nice' members!

It was when TVXQ were having fun playing water game in Saipan.. the game was great and they were really seems to be happy!
There are quotes that i found it 'cheesy' but have a hint for their current state now..
See what they said in their 'diary' of the day..

MAX CHANGMIN the maknae (youngest) who loves his hyungdeul (older brothers) so much said, "Great time ever, there, we five, were all together!"
It clearly showed how much he loved being together as five and having a good time together. I admit it, even if he acts strong, tough, harsh or whatever you would say, he is just another younger brother who loves his brothers. I understand now that he was so disappointed and angry when the three left the company, or as the company said 'left the group'. Actually, they never leave the group, they left the company. If only Changmin would go with them, but no, he chose to stay by his other hyung side because he is too kind to left this 'hyung' of his.

XIAH JUNSU the angel from TVXQ (or now, he's JYJ's) said, "So good! Wonderful! No matter where we are, Saipan or Vegas, we are always be together. We are the one!"
Junsu who once cried because the leader and the oldest fight, could no longer cry to stop this new incident. He is now grew up to be a mature man and he knows now how to face the problem. Even sometimes crying could relieve stress but he chose to be strong to keep on his principles. Junsu, he always loves the time being together with the members. He used to joke around with the members, played with the leader and get bullied by the maknae, he loved it all. But you might ever heard about this quote 'Before you love someone else, learn how to love yourself first!' and i think Junsu as a mature now, he already finds out a way to love his self more.

MICKY YOOCHUN the crybaby, he said, "It feels like going back to the earlier times when we made a debut. You'll never know how much i missed it!"
You know what, i was surprised that my crybaby oppa haven't cry anymore. He was cried when TVXQ got their first award, he was cried when their single got number one on chart, he cried when he feels happy and when he is sad. He said about the time when they were just debuted and he missed it, to me, i think he was talking about the feeling. The feeling of happiness when someone actually appreciate your hard work, the proud feelings, satisfaction. It will no longer be a happy thing when someone using you to get money and not giving your right, won't it? With the crybaby stops crying, it means he really don't regret it and need to do it!

HERO JAEJOONG the Japanese claimed Prince, the most good looking Asian guy in the world, the world's most affected guy for brands, and the magnet of attention, the guy which everything he wears and uses today will be sold out the next day, said, "The best members! And I'm being the MC supported by 800000 Cassiopeia and you watching me now are the reason for my being!"
I will say that, first, he adores the TVXQ members, second, the fans, and last his self. He is really a hero, it's not only a name, he really shows how herotic he is. But being a hero also have their weakness side, and he also have a life. He might be the oldest, the 'mom' of the group, but he also needs a protection and when nobody can protect him, he protect himself. He never cries in front of cameras when he was together with the members, he always be so cold and tough, being the oldest among four younger members isn't easy if you don't know. I was sad to see him crying a lot after the law suit, he misses his maknae and the leader mate of his. It must be so hard for him to hear the maknae said 'if you want to comeback to TVXQ, comeback to the company' and when he actually saying that he texting and trying to call the two and all of a sudden the leader stated on tv that he doesn't have any connection with him.
Jaejoong is my ultimate bias, and i love him from the every spot in my brain to the core of my heart, lever and lungs. I am mad to anyone who made my Jaejoong cried, and gloomy like he was. Whatever peoples saying, whatever the truth and no matter even if he was the culprit, my love for him will never run out. I always believe in him, because that is what i need, and that is what he needs.

so, i was about to skip the leader's quote but after i reading again the article about the leader i think i have to write it out..
Well, while the four were treasuring the time being together all along having fun and memorizing it. All he said was, "It was a great relaxing time. I think i am ready for a tight schedules again. Saipan will be the energy to move on and keep on!"
It's not that i hate him or something, but, did you notice that he was only saying about him enjoying the 'relaxing time', thinking about the tight schedules and that he was 'ready'. Well, just make your own assumption...

One more thing i found on the AADBSK3 videos. Jaejoong's last closing dialogue..
"Our last goodbye, sadder than ever. I think no words can describe how i feel now. As i watch the sunset, i feel like our beautiful memories are getting closer to you and it does feel good. For the last time, i say, goodbye!"
First time i watch the video, i thought it was only a closing dialogue, well, it was the very last quote on the video and it is a good bye. But this article about Yunho, Yoochun and Junsu Discuss Lawsuit on AATVXQ3 makes me think, was he meant to say about the 'real goodbye'? Once again, make your own assumption!

Now, no bash, hotel girls! If you want to bash, go on your own room, crash your accessories and mess off your bed. Scream off your head and shattered your mirror, but do not bash on my blog! Even idiot knows manner, not agree with me then just off!